more baby stuff

The baby woke me up this morning, kicking me. It was so cool at first, and now it is kind of getting annoying. I cannot imagine having 2 or more babies in there kicking me. But I will cherish every minute of it. I cannot believe that in just a few months we will be welcoming a new baby into this home. She is going to love it here. I have gone pink toile crazy. I have bought bedding for her and matching for Caroline, and a pink and white toile carseat. It is definitely an illness. If I see pink toile I have to get it! But since this is going to be the last baby, I am indulging myself. I should be careful. I haven't bought anything in 3 whole days. If I just stay away from ebay, I am fine. Meanwhile, Hilton is really struggling already. I think we waited too long or not long enough between him and this baby. He keeps talking like a baby. I have been going through the baby clothes to give away his stuff and he does not want to get rid of it. He screams!!! He says he is the baby. At one point he found one of his diapers from yester-year and he wore it for 3 days. Is this normal? I am sure it is. But I feel bad. I don't want him to feel unloved or left out or anything. Especially when the baby comes. Caroline is fine. She is just really excited. At one point I got something in the mail for the baby and she threw a fit because she said I care more about the baby than her. But she was soon over it, and she was really tired that day. She is excited to have another girl in the family and to be able to share a room with her and have matching beds and everything. I told her pretty soon she will be holding her and changing her diapers and she laughed. We are all ready for this baby!