Jenny's Horrible, Terrible, No Good, Very Bad week

When life gives you lemons... I need a good cry. That is usually the case. And with a sick husband in bed, I have nowhere to go to let it out. My mommy called earlier because I sent her a self-pitying email regailing her with all of the horrible things that have happened in the last week. I was on the verge of getting that good cry. You know, when you just want to cry until the sobs start. It has to be a really good one. You have to be able to let loose and let the tears flow, and the hiccups come and your face has to look all red and blotchy... oh yeah.. I love me a good cry. And I was poised and prepared... I wanted to let it flow when Mommy called just so I could get it over with and feel better! But Justin is in bed... and he keeps telling me, "just take it one day at a time. That's all we can do..." Whatever, I WANT TO CRY! Get out of my bedroom so I can cry!!! But nooooo, he has to be all sick, and unable to get out of bed and stuff. He is so selfish! Doesn't he realize that sometimes the only thing that will help is a really good cry? Now, I don't do this often. Maybe once a year, or less... only when it is absolutely necessary. Sometimes it is instigated by an argument between me and said husband, sometimes it is after my children have made me so crazy that I just want to pull my hair out. But most of the time it is because so many bad things have happened all at once that I just have to use the crying as a coping mechanism. But Justin being sick (which has contributed to the horrible things list)has really put a hitch in my plans. So how will I cope? What am I going to do to be able to get past all of the horrible things? I will not bore you with all of the details, because they will seem small and insignificant to you... and some of them are my fault and so I do not wish to embarrass myself... suffice it to say, it has been one crummy week.