Monday, January 22, 2007
I don't wanna clean the bathroom
I have felt pretty good for 4 days now. I have actually been able to eat! Food is actually tasting good! It is a very nice feeling. I did have a bad morning at church. It seems that when the sacrament is being passed is when I tend to have to be sick. So I had to leave the second after I took the water. The person passing the water is our home teacher and when I got up to leave he got out of the way quickly. Thank you, Bro. Pyper. He knows what kind of boat I have been in lately... But I was ok for the rest of the day. I had a long nap yesterday. And went to bed at 9:30 last night. Justin asked, "Are you seriously tired? You just slept all afternoon!" He obviously has never gestated a child inside of his own body. If he had, he would not have asked that question. So today I have to clean the bathrooms. I haven't cleaned the toilets in over a week because I haven't needed to, like before! And Justin pleaded with me. So I will indulge him. I also agreed to help with Caroline's opera at school (Before I was pregnant!) and there is a meeting today. I am supposed to do the staging. I don't think I have to do that until next week... I still haven't gone back to water aerobics, I struggle to wake by 8am to get Caroline off to school. But I am determined to do it. I have been feeling the baby move, mostly when I am trying to go to sleep. My regular clothes do not fit at all anymore. I am always wearing maternity pants... And my belly feels very uncomfortable. I just cannot believe I still have so many months to go and my belly will only get bigger. THis is insane. Who was the one who decided that the way babies should be born was to put them INSIDE of a WOMAN!? I really would like to know. Because it doesn't seem really logical to me. And... wasn't there a way to do it that would not be so uncomfortable? Women who love pregnancy and think it is a pleasurable experience must be delusional. I cannot think of any other reason they would like to have their belly stretched to it's largest possible capacity, and then take years to go back down again, if it ever does. But, I am grateful for a baby coming. I cannot wait for this spirit to come into our family. I just don't enjoy the time before. I was determined to enjoy every bit of this pregnancy since it will be my last. But it is hard to do when you are so miserable. Ok, I have ranted. I have got to go clean those bathrooms, I have stalled enough...
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